I've been going running every morning along the hiking trail near where i live now. Spring is here, yellow flowers burgeoning everywhere, the buzzing sound of bees filling up the quiet neighborhood. I took a snapshot of this fleeting moment with my SX-70 camera.
It's been almost a month and a half since I got back from Seoul. Living at home, at first, has been great. I had all the time I wanted to work on my projects, catch up on reading, and I was I was somewhat enjoying the break.
Ah, but I'm not the type of person who can sit at home for an extended period of time. Although I have list of things I want to work on, I'm missing the crowd, the bustling city, the galleries, cafes, and being with people.
Finding my next destination is more difficult than I had thought.
I almost feel like I haven't planned things correctly. I should have planned my grad school, so that I'd be done with applications now, and would be attending school this fall. But school is another year and a half away.
I want to make the best out of the free time I have - maybe travel, learn languages, competitions, experiment with ideas.. I just need to keep my positive energy with me, because I can see that I could loose it easily in this suburban environment.
And I have learned a lot about myself, about relationships, love, friendship, and life. Still learning.. And I also learned that sometimes, no matter how hard you try, you can't make things happen the way you want it to be.
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